With just 24 hours plus away from the double 20, resolutions are being drummed up, mental sirens for that new workout routine are on and the goal for career acceleration, skill development, to start a family, travel to a new state or country or even find love are on. No sweat at all. Except we always make these resolutions and struggle to meet them when we do not make it a priority. I know I have.
Just about a year ago, I told myself I would make myself I wanted to make myself a stronger writer. I told myself I would write every day, become sportier and even be fully involved in community service. As I did not bother making new year resolutions before, I thought I was making up for lost time. Little did I know my expectations would only leave me high and dry unless I planned and reminded myself every day was so important in meeting my goal.
Long story short, I implemented a plan to write on a somewhat frequent basis. Though it may not be as frequent as I thought it would be, I wrote here, my blog, on my phone and my journal. Not the start I was looking for, but the start I needed for my personal growth. Writing in my personal time outside of my job as a writer was very important for me to remind me why I was doing what I was doing because this was simply more than just a job to me. Writing to me, is cultivating art and watching passion and hard work come to life. Not only did 2019 show me that, but it also forecasted what 2020 would mean for me.
With my fitness and community service goals, it showed me how much good they really do for me. Although I was reminded that my time, energy, environment and resources may not always permit it, I am grateful for every time I get to do it. Because it told me how I want to continue living my life, in a healthy and meaningful fashion.
As 2020 sneaks around the corner, I am hopeful for what this year will bring in because 2019 has proved me wrong and showcased what I am capable of. Every year means there are many months for us to change our lives, to the people around us and the greater community. Though change is never easy, but then again what good that has come for us ever is?
So, pop those fireworks (don’t hurt yourself) and let’s jump into 2020. Because there are scary great things and these things are nothing to be fearful of.
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